New Beginnings

I just realised that among my numerous depressing blogs I never revealed any of the highlights so I've decided to do that now.
They say time heals wounds, and usually I wouldn't believe in that saying but I guess it could hold some respect.

I gave you space, when we were both in pain, and lately it seems as though you have become more polite, friendly.
You never know what you had until you lost it. I lost you, and now I will take anything you give me, and not ask for more.
Thank you for being polite and more friendly. It honestly helps me and let's me see the silver lining.

I'm grateful for what I have, tho at times I am jealous and selfish.
I'm jealous of those around me, and other times I wish I had more than I did.
But as I am left alone after my fit of rage and jealously, I think about what I have just done, said or thought.

As you have probably noticed, I have, yet again, changed the title of my blog to an oxymoron.
I've never been satisified with the name until last night.

Exams were a week and a bit ago, and now that they are over, I must be social again. I do not wish to be alone lately because all I do is think... And watch Skins :)

Actually, screw this post, I'm going to go watch Skins.