Sorry

Sorry: feeling or expressing egret or sorrow.

Alright, I've decided (with the help of someone) that I should be positive. Screw the whole 'glass half empty' perspective.
I guess I'm selish at times, I can take things for granted, I should stop.
I'm going to take it one day at a time.
Busy myself and make the most of this time alone.
I don't know to be honest.
When I put my mind towards something, I accomplish it faster.

You may have noticed that I deleted a post I wrote earlier today. I read over it and found it immature and pathetic.

I overreact alot with issues in my life. I had a similar thing happen to me just over a month ago, and I stupidly assumed that this sitation would follow the same, destructive path.
That incident a month ago hurt me, only know is it just beginning to heal.
After havin a few hours to think about it. This situation is different.
I do believe you gave me your honest opinion instead of ignoring me. And I'm so sorry I acted immature.
I see how ridiculous I was and didn't take into account your side.
I'm sorry that I sensationalised the situation, when all you were trying to do was tell me what I have been doing wrong, so that we can still maintain a strong relationship.

I just want you to know that I'm taking these few days to think about who I am, and how I can change so this can never happen again, and so I can give you much needed space away from me as you decide and recover from how I have reacted these past few days.
I just want you to also know that the way I have been acting these past few days is not how I am truly.
You've known me long enough to realise that that wasn't entirely me.

I love you all with my heart and hope that, even with how I reacted last night, you can still forgive me.
I hope I have not hurt your feelings, I truly hope I haven't
Please believe me when I say that.

I never wish to lose you and I'm also sorry that I have made your stay here this week probably less enjoyable.

I know I'll miss your limited time down here with us, and I'm sorry that I probably will not see you before you leave.