I can't

You know what... I can't do this anymore.
The tears, the pain, the stress, the workload, the suffering.
What is it all for?
I don't seem be getting anything out of it.
Spending day in day out like this.
I wish most things were different.
I don't like this situation at the moment.
I don't like school at the moment.
I don't like myself at the moment.
I need someone to really notice.
I need someone unbiased.
I need someone to sit there for hours in person and let me talk outloud and receive comfort.
Why can't I just let go?
Why can't I put my head down and study/do homework more?

I'm considering leaving and never coming back.
Things can't possibly get any worse.

If you're getting sick of my blogs.. don't read them.
I use them as a way to let out things.